Pen

Help me disappear,
sink into the paper
that I'm writing on.
Put the essence of me,
into the ink.
So I can go out,
with a thunder,
and shake the reader.
Get into your heart, soul, spirit.
And find my way,
find a place,
where maybe you,
will accept me,
if no one else.
Is there no one else,
to rise to the occassion?
Is there no one?
Can no one find me?
Though I lurk in dark,
in my own despair,
I'm not hard to find.
Just hard to relate.
I have to go now,
and fade faste.
So pen,
my savior,
my life,
don't fail me now.
Oh please,
come forward.
Even in this dark.
Please come through for me.
You be the thunder,
after my lightening.
Allow me now,
let me shine in,
or out.
Please let me melt,
into your heart,
and pour mine in yours.
So pen,
make haste.
Gift me a glance,
of my best.